fuck you

i'm holding you
in my mouth like a secret
while you're
imagining your
twiddling her little thumbs
humming
strumming
the words you can't remember
because you
haven't been together
in forever
fuck you

fuck you 

and 

your summer fruits

all in cahoots

with your 

body suits

and

piles of useless shit

that's it

because

i'm trying

dying 

to morph and mold

and hold

something you wouldn't give me

but wanted to 

prove

i couldn't see

while i'm trying

to

fuck you

fuck you

because my crystalline walls

all

Niagara 

fuh-fuh-fallin

while you're 

buh-buh-ballin

and making

me want 

you

even

more

than I wanted

when I just

wanted to

fuck you.